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I really need to go to sleep, but thank you stress for not letting me. Yeah, I know I should "get over it" or "calm down" but obviously I fucking can't, I'm dealing with it, leave me alone. It'll all be over soon anyway. That sounded a bit harsh. I really don't care right now.

So I ended up not "taking my rusty butt" to the career fair, but I got reaaallly sleepy (finally) after I got done with that post and decided a sleepy me was not a good look. Its usually kinda scary as a matter of fact. Thank you, thunderstorm, for waking me up. I'm getting more and more leads from people though, so hopefully I find something soon. I didn't really want to start working in May anyway, but it would be nice to have something lined up for June.

Washed some clothes today. Isn't it awesome to be in the hood washing your clothes where you have to keep watch over everything you're doing and everyone else too? Including the 3-12 random people that just hang around the laundromat for the hell of it?

Got my announcements yesterday. Got my dress last weekend. I ended up liking dress #1 from that previous post, but they didn't have it in stores and it wasn't online anymore, so I got one that's not online, so I can't show you their pic of it. I'll take a pic in it and put it up here eventually though. Apparently I had the unfortunate awesome genes that allowed me to look great in everything I tried on, but I think the one I picked was a good choice. Not sure if I posted this before and I'm too lazy to go check, but I should be taking my pics again by Saturday, so everything should work out about the way I wanted it to. I can't wait for all of this crap to be over! Maybe (doubtful) I'll stop getting the "I'm...proud of.......you" drunk dials from my dad.

I need to be functional in 2 hours. Not sure how I'm gonna wake up, but I definitely need to try and sleep now.

This will all be over. Soon.