At the wake of a new work week I am faced with the facts that I have things that MUST be done. I need to find employment. I need to find housing. I need to figure out my loans. I need to send thank yous to people. I need to go to the job I still currently have. I need to start going to the Boys and Girls Club. I need to clean/pack up. I need to wash my clothes/hair/car.
I've got a lot to do.
It's so crazy how much I wish my circumstances were different, like that I had awesome credit and could just go get a house loan and be done with this mess, or that we were financially set and could go ahead with our life plans, or that I already had a job in film lined up. But I am grateful that I am here. That honestly took a lot of work; just keeping me here. I am happy that I am with someone I love who loves me and wants to keep me safe and protected, I have an awesome little scaredy cat, parents who still love me, and I've had an interesting (though slightly boring at times, which is fine) life. And I can't wait to continue living my adventure and finding my way through it (or having the path divinely revealed to me). I believe I was heavily tested these past 7 years, and I'm sure I will continue to be, but I'm glad I made it through this round.
G'Night!
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