Yep. Never been in this position before, so I don't exactly know what to do. Cry? Fight? Be happy? Be sad? Try and help? Go about my own business? Do me? Worry? I just don't know. I've already had enough issues with people in the past, and with all this social media, everything is so weird (when do we end it on facebook/myspace/whatever?). To be as one for so long-living, eating, breathing together; hurting on the inside; trying not to on the outside. Wanting to express it, but not knowing how or if I even could. Feeling that I couldn't express it and feeling worse. That and I'm dealing with other stuff too.
I still feel like I just wasn't that person. That brand of person he needed. It hurt too much even trying my damnedest to be that person. He feels otherwise. I would expect he would. I can only be me. I tried, I really did.
This is the loneliest night of my entire life...
G'Night.
2 comments:
As long as you know you tried your hardest that what counts...people always overlook the little things you do to keep things afloat, it's just how things are. But cheer up we all have lonely nights, watch a comedy and get a laugh will make you feel alot better.
It goes a lot deeper than this, and its not so much that things were overlooked, just maybe not matched very well to begin with, but thanks for the encouraging words.
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