A Year Ago

This week is getting harder and harder. A year ago on Friday, I lost my mom. Sure, the actual date was Nov. 26, but it was Black Friday. BLACK FRIDAY. At some point I'm going to need to be able to drag myself out of the house at 2 am to go to stores to buy things for my kid, but I don't know when I'll even be able to do stuff like that. I haven't really wanted to leave the house all week and I almost bawled my way to work today. 

I miss her.

She's SUPPOSED to be here right now! 

*sigh*