...happens to also be the time when I could go for a temporary lobectomy. Yes, just yank my brain out, but only if it can be put back in later. Just something to make me stop thinking for a while...about anything.
When I was younger, everything about the holiday season excited me. A lot of the magic is still there, but I remember my mom telling me that a lot of people don't like this time of year...and I never really understood it until now. I lost two people in my family this month (both in 2010), my cousin and mom, and it has been weighing on me this year. I'm excited for this week to be OVER.
"Just keep swimming."
A line from Finding Nemo that I've adopted today. Sometimes, it's hard to just do that...keep moving, keep living, keep getting things done. I can't wear my sad emotions on the outside because I was brought up not to. So I smile, or fake it. It's getting harder to fake it.
"Just keep swimming."
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